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26 octobre 短暂的相聚，永远的幸福 上周，LG破天荒的请了年假来北京看我，自从我们上次分别到这次见面，已经整整三个月的时间了。本来“十一”放假我们是可以团聚的，但是由于LG那边工程紧，任务重，使得我们的难得的“团聚”再次流产，好不容易等到他忙完了，总算能抽出几天时间过来陪我了，想想还真挺激动的，呵。。。这种心情可能在旁人看来有点小题大做，但对我来说却是最真实的感受。因为LG工作性质的原因，我们不能够像其他情侣一样经常见面，而且一分开少则一、两个月，多则三、四个月，他工作忙，我也不闲着，所以想找个两个人都有时间的机会见个面实在是太不容易了，所以这次他提出来北京看我，我还是很开心的！！！！！！
这次北京之行我和LG待在一起的时间前前后后加起来总共十天，但从头到尾都是小插曲不断，这还得从他飞来北京的那个晚上说起。。。
来北京的那天早上，LG发短信告诉我他晚上坐晚上6点10分左右的航班从杭州飞北京，我想如果飞机不晚点的话，怎么着8点来钟也到了吧，于是我白天抓紧时间提前完成了当天的工作，订好酒店，准备晚上到机场接机。可是，不知道是不是老天爷喜欢和我们逗闷子，就在我下班准备去机场的时候，接到LG打来的电话，说飞机晚点了，预计19点左右起飞，我一看时间还早，就先回酒店休息，顺便去附近的超市买些日用品和吃的东西。可没过一会儿，LG又发来短信，说机场通知空中管制，预计19点起飞的航班不知道什么时候能起飞了，从短信看的出来他也很着急，我一边发短信安慰他别急，一会就会飞的，其实我心里更急，万一弄个半夜才起飞，那岂不是瞎了菜了，这种倒霉的事儿我原来就遇到过不下两次。就这样我们发短信聊了会儿，19点左右，LG说空中管制取消了，开始登机了，19：30准时起飞，信息最后带个小:)，呵呵，总算没白等，我一直悬着的心一下子踏实了。
LG的飞机起飞二十分钟后，我也从酒店出发，坐地铁转机场快轨去接他。我本以为路上一个小时足够了，没想到在地铁站里都快走死我了，下了电梯走楼梯，左转一个弯儿，右转一个弯儿，没完没了的，好不容易到了东直门中转站，我又吭哧吭哧走了半天才倒上机场快轨，到了站台，上一辆车刚走，NND，没办法，接着等吧，再来就是一刻钟以后了，看看表，已经快9点了，我有点着急了，我估计LG的飞机21：30前应该差不多就能到了，我还没坐上机场快轨呢！好不容易车来了，上了车，找了个靠窗的座位坐下，可车子在站台又停靠了5分钟才开，看见其他乘客都在翻着车上提供的免费杂志，我也顺手抄过来一本，可不知道是着急快点到还是怎么着，就是看不下去，随便看了几眼就扔一边了，第一站到达三号航站楼，我想那二号航站楼肯定快啊，5分钟也就到了吧，可是没想到老天爷又给我了一次"惊喜”，从三号航站楼开到二号航站楼又用了将近一刻钟的时间，到了站我一看表已经21：20了，见LG还没发短信，我一溜小跑到了到达大厅，电子牌显示LG乘坐的那个航班还没落地，预计21：30到达，好悬哪！总之我还是提前到了！大厅接机的人很多，加上我小跑着就过来了，出了一身的汗，趁着飞机还没到就先去卫生间简单整理了一下，并且给LG发短信说我在11号门等他，等出来直接到那儿找我就行了。几分钟后，电子牌指示灯显示LG的飞机准时落地了，又过了几分钟，我给LG打电话，他接了，说飞机还在滑行，让我别着急。我就等啊等，都22：00了，LG还没出来，刚要给他打电话问怎么回事，LG的短信就来了，说还得等一会儿，行李还没出来呢！哎。。。慢死了慢死了。。。又过了一刻钟左右，终于看见LG推着行李车出来了，我赶紧迎了上去，我一看，这一大箱子东西，塞的满满的，里面全是LG给我和我爸妈买的吃的，哦，对了，忘说了，这次LG来北京也是第一次登门拜访我父母，哈哈，我问他怎么带这么多东西啊！LG笑着说：“不是要显得有诚意嘛！” 呵呵。。。
之后的几天里，我们按计划把该办的事都办了，该玩的都玩了，该转的地方也都转了。特别是LG去我家的那天，老爸老妈真给我面子，给LG做了一大桌子好吃的，还都是“大菜”，我数了数，总共九道菜，有的平时我家自己都很少做，老爸还特意开了瓶好酒，虽然LG不怎么能喝酒，不过还是陪老爸意思了一下，我和老妈也跟着捧了个场。晚上老妈又包了香香的饺子，LG吃了不少，这几天还一直跟我念叨我妈包的饺子香呢！呵，老爸老妈有功，回头闺女我要大奖特奖，总之，老爸老妈对LG的第一印象还是不错嘀，夸他老实稳重，先不说别的，老爸老妈这道初关一过，我心里多少要踏实多啦！嘻嘻。。
LG在北京的这几天，我带他去了他以前来北京没有去过的地方，比如：天坛，前门大栅栏，北京动物园，北京海洋馆，对了，我们去天安门的那个下午还赶上了“降旗仪式”，我和LG把难得一见的国旗班护卫队用相机全程拍了下来留作纪念。我们还一起去逛街，给他买了几件我认为“非常完美”的衣服，LG穿上效果还都不错，我问他喜不喜欢，他说“LP买的我都喜欢。。”，嘿嘿。。开心！另外，我还给他的家人买了一些北京特产，比如稻香村的糕点，仿膳的宫廷小吃。。，LG来北京带了那么多好吃的，我觉的我还是应该表示一下的，是不？特别是LG请我的朋友和同事唱歌的那天晚上，真的是一个很难忘的夜晚，在这里，我还要再次感谢一下我的好朋友Eleanor，她帮我圆满完成了一个“秘密”的任务，那就是我给LG过生日。LG的生日是11月9号，但我肯定等不到那会儿他就要回工地了，所以我想提前给他过生日。那天早晨，我悄悄地给还在班上的Eleanor打电话，请她帮我在“味多美”订个生日蛋糕，晚上带到我们唱歌的钱柜KTV，等我认为到了“合适”的时间再端出来，给LG一个惊喜。Eleanor有个外号叫“细细”，这个名字还是上大学时我给她起的，就是说让她办事一百个放心，绝对的“精益求精”。晚上，我带着LG，Eleanor带着她的男伴，我的同事“作家”带着老婆孩子准时到了钱柜，我们很尽兴了嚎了一个多小时后，Eleanor给我使眼色，意思是差不多了，可以去拿蛋糕了，蛋糕暂时寄存在了前台，我看LG还在吃饭，也没注意到我，我就赶紧和Eleanor出去取蛋糕了，拿到蛋糕，就开始点蜡烛，我特意在蛋糕上插了9根五颜六色的蜡烛，一层含义代表LG马上就29岁了，还一层意思就是希望我和LG能够“长长久久”。当我双手托着蛋糕走进包间，除了我、Eleanor和她的男伴，其他人都很惊讶，因为这个“生日策划”是秘密进行的，包括“作家”我都没有提前告诉他。LG看到我捧着蛋糕，也很惊讶，立刻站起身来，想说什么但又没有说。这会“作家”拿着话筒过来，我说我简单说几句吧，“我LG11月9号过生日那天，我没法陪在他的身边，就只有今天在这里提前给他过了，希望我LG今晚开心，祝他生日快乐！”说完，屋子里响起了事先点好的“生日快乐”歌，我让LG先许个愿，他乖乖的做了，但我没有问他许的什么愿，也许我应该猜到了。。。紧接着，LG一口气把蜡烛吹灭了，我们开始切蛋糕，这项工作是由我来完成的，我先把最大的一块写着“HAPPY BIRTHDAY”的蛋糕切下来端给LG，然后又一块块的切给其他人，Eleanor买的慕斯蛋糕很好吃，那天晚上LG很开心，我也很开心，在场的所有人度过了一个美丽的夜晚。
相聚难时别亦难，昨天是周六，LG该回去了，虽然我心里有千万个舍不得，但是为了不耽误他的工作，也为了我们的将来，我还是得让他走。我知道我们现在还是要努力工作，努力赚钱，为的是有个属于我们自己的小家。也许我们现在在一起的时间是不多，但是想想以后，还是希望日子会越过越好，先苦后甜吧！我相信有付出终会有收获！
到了机场，我知道我们待在一起的时间要以分钟来计算了，办好登记手续，就准备安检了，因为我没有登机牌，不能再往里送了，LG说再陪我待一会儿再进去安检，他拉着我在大厅转了两圈，我们没有说话，他本不让我来机场送他，是因为不想看到我们分别，那样他看到我难过心里会难受。。。时间很快就到了，我对他说“进去吧，要不该晚了”，他说“好吧，那我走了，照顾好自己，别让我担心。”我一边答应着一边往入口推他，他转身一把把我搂在怀里，亲了下我的脸，然后轻轻拍了下我的头，就进去了。我站在入口外，看着LG坐电梯下去，他也一直回头看着我，我跟他摆手说再见，直到再也看不到他，他也看不到我，这时我才感觉到我的眼泪一直在眼眶里打转，但我一直坚持没有让它流下来，因为我不想让他看见我流泪，这次我表现的很好。。。
LG回去了，下次见面又不知道要等到什么时候，希望不会太久，也希望他在那边也要照顾好自己，钱是赚不完的，但身体一定要健康，但愿他每天在繁重的工作中都能够开心。。。在这里，我也希望我身边的好朋友们，珍惜你爱的人和爱你的人，在一起的要享受在一起的快乐，不在一起的也要享受属于自己的快乐，真心祝愿你们和你们的另一半永远幸福，生活美满！！！ 2 mai 想到哪儿写到哪儿又是夜深人静时，坐在电脑前楞了半天神儿，想想已经将近一年没写博了，有几次也想写点东西，可一坐这儿就又不想动笔了；要么就是白天工作太累，还没开始写就开始犯困，一直拖到今天。 2008年没觉得刚离开多久，2009年已经过了又快一半儿了。今年可以说，到目前为止，我的运气还不错，特别是一个意外的“大喜”，来的虽然有点突然，但还是让我着着实实地“抓”住了，恭喜我！既然抓住了，就不撒手了，因为它已经是我的了。。。最近有点小背，先是把一张刚充了好几百块钱的公交IC卡给丢了，哎，这也是钱哪！谁怪我的衣服兜浅，不小心漏财了呢，没事儿，下次长记性吧！还有就是前两天和同事打网球，发球的时候劲儿使的有点儿大，拍子一扬，球没打着，直接拍自己脑门儿上了！嘿！谁不佩服我都不行，我都觉得我自己太“行”了！没一会儿脑门上就鼓起一红包，第二天早晨抹了半天隔离霜才不太明显。这已经是我最近一年来第二次对不住我的脑门儿了，而且受伤的还是同一个部位，想起来现在还想笑，去年年底有次在公司的走廊里走，走廊里没开灯，有点黑，路过一道玻璃门，半扇开着，半扇关着，因为是玻璃的，我也没注意，突然“咣”的一下脑门儿撞门上了，那时那刻，我真的看到了眼前有许多“星星”围着我转，当时疼的我已经没有走“星光大道”的感觉了，不过那次起的包可比这次的大多了，而且颜色瞬间由白变青，几天后从侧面观察还比较有立体感。通过这两次激烈的碰撞，我已经基本考验了我脑门儿的坚硬度，从小到大别人都说我奔头儿大，上中学的时候一度被一个男同学起了个外号叫“奔奔儿”，呵呵，现在看看，原来奔头儿大的好处就是禁撞。由于我的工作业绩一直以来都受到了领导和同事的认可，前不久领导对我的工作做了一些调整，出于对我的肯定和信任，在我负责的原有的一摊儿工作上又加了另外一项专业工作，虽然工作量大了，但我还是觉得很开心，现在我每天工作的时候都觉得很充实，不论在公司里还是出差在外，我都能不间断地学到一些新东西，有时候工作一多，确实也比较累，但一想想，现在辛苦是为了以后不辛苦，实在坚持不住的时候，咬咬牙挺一挺也就过去了。我工作的部门是一个快乐的部门，我们每天都在快乐工作，因为部门就我一个女孩儿，领导和同事们都很照顾我，特别让我感动的是，我每天早晨不能赶到公司吃早点，同事们就轮流给我带，几乎每天一袋牛奶+一个鸡蛋，我非常非常感谢每天和我在一起工作的这些可爱的同事们！现在，在我的“参谋”下，我们部门所有男士在着装品位上有了明显提高，另外一些从外地来北京工作的同事在我的帮助下，普通话水平也有了很大进步，基本上已经从原来的听不懂到现在的能听懂了，而且还跟我学的带着点儿“京味儿”，对此，我还真有点儿小成就感。公司里有个跟我比较好的博士姐姐马上快要生宝宝了，在这儿祝福她生个健康漂亮的宝宝！母子平安！还有就是祝我的两个刚刚结婚的大学同窗新婚快乐！棒棒儿，阿蕊，祝你们和你们的老公生活美满，幸福永远！！！说到这儿，自然而然地会想起我的那个他，我知道你每天干工程都很辛苦，连续的加班，早出晚归，但是你从没抱怨过，还说为了以后要比别人付出更多的努力，听到这些话我很欣慰，我会给你加油儿，鼓励你，支持你！我也会更加努力工作的，你在那边要注意身体，不要太累，希望你一切都好！家里最近刚装修完，我要开始布置我的小屋了，这也不是个小工程啊，明天先去买家具，争取不磨叽，一次买齐！好了，先睡觉，晚安！16 mai China, don’t cry!May 12th, 2008, this day won’t be erased from my mind forever. A major earthquake measuring 7.8 on the Richter scale jolted Wenchuan County in southwest China's Sichuan Province at 2:28 p.m. on Monday. The earth moved and the moutains shook… After the unexpected disaster happened, we are shocked! Immediately, our president ordered all-out efforts to help those affected by the quake. Our Premier headed for Sichuan Monday afternoon to direct the rescue work. Our troops were dispatched there to help with disaster relief work. Our medical workers were sent there to treat those people injured…… Numbers of people died in this killer quake. Hundreds and thousands of students were feared buried when the school buildings collapsed. Mothers lost their children, kids lost their parents……When I read the sad news about those quake victims, I couldn’t help myself from crying. Right now my country is still struggling against the quake with every effort. I hope more people who are burried/injured can be rescued from death as soon as possible. I pray for you all. These days the donations from both inside and outside China are continuously rising. Money, blood, water, food, tents, etc. Here, we are thankful for those people who gave us great help when we are in need. Yesterday, I donated 500RMB to the quake-strucken areas. I don’t know whether 500RMB can help some people who suffered from the quake a lot or not, but I know that’s what I should do! This quake is a big tragedy. Here, I express grief to those people who lost their lives in this quake. China is a great nation and we have great people!!! I do believe we chinese will be standing together and win this "quake war" for a certainty!!! China, don’t cry!!! 27 novembre I lost my key...This morning I got up a little bit earlier than usual, 6:30am, though I only slept 3 hours last night. There’s an important meeting starting at 9:00am in the company, so I think I should arrive there as early as possible. Little does one think, when I was going to leave home for work, I found…my key is lost…I almost ransacked all the boxes and chests…still no luck…my handbag…pocket..“none”!....WHAT A EMBARRASSMENT!!!....I was alone at home, mom and dad have gone for work…that means I cannot leave home without locking the door, so all day today I’ll have to stay at home……funny??? I had to call my boss and asked for “one day off”( of course I found another excuse sounding too reasonable to be believed )…It’s really rare to see I have “one day off” during the working days..hehe..maybe I look forward to it? Have to say, the answer is absolutely “YES”!...well…today, I think the only one thing I can do is--- “enjoying” the hard-won “day off”… I went back to my bed and got some sleep until being woken by an incoming call from a colleague around 12:30. She told me she got a news that I was chosen to be the representative of my company to attend a contest concerning electric power…related work of mine…and…my time for doing the preparation is pressing…because the contest is coming on Wednesday afternoon (tomorrow afternoon)…Huhh…see…life is like this…it has been continuously giving me “surprises” through all my life…since I was born until now…good ones and bad ones..I think I got used to accept any “surprise” already…no matter good or bad…at least I’m good at adjusting mentality…thank god.. Recently, some of my friends, relatives, colleagues, also neighbors always say “are you taller than ever?” when they see me…??? taller?? Really?..I didn’t notice that…maybe I lost some weight? It’s true, I lost some weight lately, not much, but some…or maybe my high heel shoes is the main cause that makes others have a “taller” impression on me?...I don’t know…last weekend I measured my height…ohhh…they are right..yesss…I am…a little bit taller than ever…my former height was 166cm, now…in the middle of 167-168cm…better I say “168cm”…because the measurement is close to it. Good news? I think so…to some extent…it shows I’m still “growing up”.:) In the past a few days, I fell across “A HOT POTATO”…Only because I’m educated; Only because my parents never taught me to be a “bad” person, also because I’m not a person who likes to establish my happiness over others’ sadness. To be honest, I don’t have the heart to hurt anyone. The only thing I can do is “watching” and “waiting” quietly…maybe there’s a favorable turn if I’m “fortunate”…maybe not…better I don’t place great hopes on both good and bad outcome. We usually say, more hopes, more disappointment. I’m not trying to say I’m a pessimistic person, hehe…by contraries, I’m a very optimistic person. It’s known to all that in our life not everything is proceeding very well as we wished, but…while there is life there is hope….I don’t expect how much benefits I can get from the hopes, but I do hope the “right” person who deserves it can get the “benefits” as much as he/she can. R.M. Nixon said: "our destiny offers not the cup of despair, but the chalice of opportunity...... So let us seize it, not in fear, but in gladness… ” At the ending of this writing, I want to write a few words to my friends, Missy and Jane. I read their blogs and got to know that lately something unwanted also concerning “love” happened to these two lovely girls. I wish they can walk out of the “shadows” and start a new page as soon as possible. We cannot live in the “past” all the time, but remember that difficult circumstances serve as a textbook of life for people….especially on the way of a love journey…wish you two GOOD LUCK!!! Where’s my key??????......I think I still need to look for it…. 6 novembre MoodOne month there’s no update on my Space. Actually a few times I was about to write something. Only because I prefered to get more sleep while sitting here, so I didn’t write anything. Yesterday, I did write something here. 5 minutes ago, I deleted that writing from my blog. Last night I was so sleepy that I finished my writing in a few minutes. Tonight when I re-read it, I found there were too many babble disconnected phrases, so I decided to rewrite it, though. Lately, my mood is like waves, full of ups and downs, also get angry easily. If you ask me “why”, I cannot answer you with suitable words, only “no reason”. Maybe one of the reasons is… because I’m going to sign a 3 years contract with this company. To be honest, I never signed such a long-term contract with any company. This time, the 3 years contract makes me feel a bit restrained, anyway… When I recall that my friends who asked me “Could you stay in a company and work for a so-called “long time?”, it makes me feel shamed somewhat...yes…this is my third job within one year after graduation from the university. Maybe they see me as the pioneer who always changes jobs… Last week, I received boss’s long-distance sms. He said “3 months have past, I do hope you can stay in this company for a long time, don’t leave me(joking).:P”…ohh…what a lovely boss he is!…hehe…here, many thanks to you, my boss.:)… I don’t know why he sent me this sms at the critical moment of signing the contract…WHO KNOWS…Anyway, I think I’ll sign the contract with him.:) Another reason that caused me to be moody in these days is the “plan” for my future. Everybody cannot predict what will happen in the future, rich or poor…successful or unsuccessful…happy or unhappy…etc. I know I also cannot foresee that, the only one way is by hard working. Young girls like beautiful cloths, slap-up cosmetics, fashionable shoes…I love them all, no doubt, but in my heart I’m very clear that from now on I need to save some money for future use, because there’s a nice “dream” waiting for me to make it come true. Yesterday afternoon, through my talks with him, I found myself is a person who has strong desire to occupy someone or something. In my dictionary, nobody can share the person or things that I really love. It sounds fearful, doesn’t it? I have the same feelings, too. I was so crazy that I said I would strangle it in the mud if something unwanted happened to us. How cruel I am! I cannot believe those words were spoken out of my mouth, but it’s true, I said that indeed. I remember I told my colleague, who quarreled with her husband about “history” thing, “not to repeat the past over and over again because man is sensitive with his past”. The truth is, when I met such a case, my advice to her didn’t work on me. I always worry about this or worry about that. I know what I worried about is by guess and by god, but it’s really hard for me to stop my imagination from running away sometimes. I know myself very well. Actually I don’t care what the “past” is, but I care whether the “past” will have continuous impact on my future life? Am I a sensitive person? Yes..I think so. I don’t know how to say it in English, but, here in China, maybe such a thought is regarded as “be swayed by considerations of gain and loss?” silly? Or I can say, woman who is in love always think like this…god bless…try to understand me. To be honest, tonight when I was reviewing the conversation history( even I said I wouldn’t save it), when I re-read the so called “romantic” phrases he wrote me about the “past”, and then I realized I’m very weak inside….maybe I shouldn’t have re-read the conversation history, right?…it was torturing me indeed…only because I can’t control myself from doing that…Well..from now on…forget it…I have promised already…turn to a new page..he is right..it’s history…it’s done… Change of subject? Ok…Since this afternoon, I can surf online again in the office as I usually did. Congratulations!! Maybe you don’t know why I’m so happy to say it, only I know and…and someone knows that…:D By the way, a friend of mine from Singapore sent me 50 jokes through email. 1 day 1 joke…haha…interesting…I didn’t find them until this afternoon…anyway, thank you for your jokes, my friend. :P Oh.. it’s already 00:00, now I feel much better after talking a lot here on my space…I can say I see my space as a window. At least I can say whatever I want to it when I need to release myself, and then get fresh air through the “speaking” window… Good night, dear all…Have a pleasant day tomorrow!!! 27 septembre THANKSToday is Wednesday, umm….still need to work another 3 or 4 days in the rest of this week only because of the celebration for the National Day (Otc 1st). Since early this week, have been busy with doing preparation work for our electric power projects on the stocks, so…I feel a bit tired these days. Even so, I’m still very happy with work only because I love my job. :) I can learn new things everyday and I like the working environment here. My boss and all my colleagues treat me very good. Even though most of my colleagues are middle-aged people, in their eyes, they see me as their little sister because I’m the youngest one there. This morning, I found 3 big oranges and 1 egg, also some cookies on my desk, and then I got to know that 2 colleagues took these for me from the cafeteria as breakfast. They know I’m always feeling so lazy to get out of my bed every morning, so no time for me to take breakfast. How nice they are!!! Ohhh…I’m so deeply moved by what they did. THANKS A LOT!!! :P Yesterday it was our Chinese traditional MOON FESTIVAL. There was a big moon cake on my desk after I arrived at the company early in the morning, and then I heard that my boss did it. “THANKS, BOSS”..hehe..:P At lunch time, we also had a big party in the cafeteria for the celebration and enjoyed it a lot. We took lunch with our boss and other leaders and directors of our company. We are like a big family.:D Despite of these, all the staffs here got so many “presents” from the festivals of Mid Autumn day and National Day. They are 1 shopping card, 1 big box of moon cake, 2 bigger boxes of fruits and soft drink. It sounds great! But the transportation is a big problem to me. Yesterday when I took 2 bags of fruits with high heel shoes walking on the way to the taxi station, I was going to take off my shoes and walk with bare foot…so heavy and tired!!! So today I changed my dressing, only wearing my sporty cloth and shoes while carrrying my “Nike” backpack because there are still many things need to be taken back home.. Boss seemed a little surprised when he saw me in the elevator. He asked me with his consistent humor “hey, little girl, where’s your formal cloth? Are you going to play golf? Today you seem not to be my secretary, but my partner for climbing.”… Hahaha…..interesting…:P Now, I think I should come to the subject after talking a lot about those topics mentioned above. Last night, I received his international long-distance call. Until now, I’m still missing his soothing voice on the other side. When I heard “Honey”, I felt I was melting at that moment. Even though I was called “dear, baby…” before by other guys, tell the truth, no special feelings, “dear” or “baby”, just like call my name…but this time, it is totally different, really. Yesterday the signal of my mobile was not very good indoors, so mostly I can’t hear him clearly. This is the only one thing that made me feel a little….hehe….but at least I can hear his breath closed to my ear…I still remember that I kept laughing on my side while talking to him on phone…so happy…so happy…so happyyyyyyyy:P THANKS MY DEAR!!! Love you and miss you always…:)) “Thanks” as the title of this writing, umm…it has its special meaning. Anyway, at last, again “MANY MANY THANKS” to my love, my parents, my friends, my colleagues, my boss….I can’t live happily in this world without you all….!!!!!!:) 17 septembre Rain It is known to all that Autumn is the best season around the whole year. Right now here is mid September, October is around the corner. Weather is getting colder and colder day by day. Today it has been raining outside. The weather report said a heavy rain is coming tonight. Although the temperature today is much lower than usual, I still wear my short skirt with the air conditioner in the office. My colleagues asked me:“Don’t you feel cold?” I replied with smile:“Only few days left for me to wear skirt, so I have to make the best use of my time to show off shamelessly…haha.”:0)
This afternoon, I got a big box of moon cakes from my boss. Our Chinese Moon Festival is coming soon (Sep 25th), and then the National Day (Oct 1st) follows closely. How to celebrate? I have no idea really. I guess…most of the time I might stay at home for good rests. 7 days holiday….umm….great!!! Sleep from morning to evening..good..:D…or go shopping if I have good mood…or…go out for traveling? Ohhh…no…there must be lots of people…I’ll get headache for sure..better not…hehe..:) Besides, I think the biggest benefit I can get from the holiday is…I’ll have enough time to talk with him online if his time is also available. This is the only one enjoyable thing for me to do during the holiday…*0* Why say so? Only because of the time difference, I always run 12 hours faster ahead of him...hahaha…so I can be the winner always in racing matches.:P Maybe it is said right, “LONG DISTANCE CAN MAKE BEAUTY”. To be honest, I do believe this saying, do you believe it? I also hope the beauty can still exist and be fresh until the day I’m looking forward to. You might not understand what I mean, but I know, and I’m sure he knows too…:o) This evening, I cannot stop any one taxi on the street because of the rain. I kept standing at the bus station for almost one hour and getting wet with my cloth until arrived home around 8pm…:( The traffic jam in Beijing is well-known. Beijing, is a great cultural metropolis indeed, but it also shows that big city has big population. Headache…Headache!!! Just because today is a rainy day, I felt it’s not bad while standing in the rain..hehe...so romantic..keep thinking of someone…am I a dreamer? Haha..maybe “yes”, maybe “no”…no one can be the judge..only myself..:D Right now, it’s still raining heavily outside the window. It seems I’ll have to get up early tomorrow morning to avoid the big traffic on my way to the company. It is 22:39 at this moment my time…you must be working now there. Night time & Day time, two different hemispheres, umm..amazing!!! :) Life is like this, full of sense of mystery at times. Who can be the first discoverer? You can! I can! Everybody can!!!:P 10 septembre REVIEW AND PROSPECT...One month has past since I got this new job. Do I enjoy it a lot? How’s my performance at work? The answer is absolutely “ YES, NOT BAD”. Reviewing the past one month, I feel like I jumped from the 1st floor to the 10th floor with a fast speed. Why say so???..only because I’m surprised with my fast entry into the role of my new job. Fortunately I got my confidence back since I left that fucking tourist company. Actually I have been confident with everything of mine, because I know I can do it very well, but good luck and good chances are very essential too. Hehe…anyway, boss is very satisfied with what I have done, this is the only one thing which is making me feel very happy at work (of course rewards from him cannot be neglected :) Despite of these, I also traveled in other cities for business trips which let me know more about this world, and then I realized that there are still lots of things I need to learn time by time. Now I feel my life is so substantial that I never felt like this before, not only my job, but there are something else which are very special to me……
Special things happened during special period gave me special feelings. This year, 2007 is also a special year to me. In the first half a year, I was out of luck, even I lost hope for everything and started to doubt myself whether “ you can or not”. Since the entry into August, something turned me on, or I can say my luck turns in the fullness of time. As I said in the last writing, someone brought me good luck. :P Even I’m not religious, but I still like to say “Thank God”. Right now I feel I’m the luckiest person in the world. :D Something and someone changed me a lot, it’s very true. Maybe I need to realize that all of these are the best to me since I was born, so I'll cherish them with my heart for sure. I do hope the nice moment can last long long time as I wished…
Oh, it’s 23:55 already, I need to go to sleep now. Tomorrow a new week will start with work, so…go on enjoying it. New week, new start…I remind myself all the time, what I’m doing now is for my wonderful future life…you know, I know…we will see…GOOD NIGHT… 5 août New Start...:PThis moment…Beijing time ( 11:17am, Sunday), I just woke up. To be honest, I don’t want to get up so late, but I have to do so because last night I was kissed by mosquito more than 10 times..Shit!!! Now..a red swelling still can be seen on my face..I’m sure I’ll kill it tonight before I get its “kiss” again!!!!!!! Ok…leave the last topic and get into the next one. Tomorrow, I’ll start working there. Maybe it’s the first ideal job I found after graduation, or I can say I have successfully walked out from the difficult position. CONGRATULATIONS TO ME!!!!!! My life has been full of ups and downs in the past 7 months of 2007. At the very beginning of this year, it is known to all that this year is called “Golden Pig” in Chinese saying, but the fact is…it is not the “Golden Pig”, but “Earth Pig”….I got to know this 2 months ago, then I realized why no any good luck went with me, my family members, my friends…whatever. I don’t want to recall the past life which made me upset, I just want to have a new start from now on. Hope God blesses me always……. Despite of this, I wish my family members, especially my elder sister (aunt’s daughter), can find her true love as soon as possible as she wished. Don’t live in the shadows all the time, not good for you. Pls remember tomorrow is another day. New life is waiting for you ahead. Here I also want to say something to my younger sister (another aunt’s daughter). Even if you didn’t achieve the goal for the entrance of your favorite university, but life is going on, try your best to study hard in the new school. You’ll be successful as long as you keep a firm conviction in your heart. Just believe “I CAN”, and then YOU CAN!!! :) What to write next…..ohhhh….almost missed one thing…a best friend of mine will leave for the US in late August. Last night, I received her call, also gave my best wishes to her. Bernice, Pls take good care of yourself when you study there, I’ll miss you too much. I do hope I can see you come back successfully after 3 years!! GOOD LUCK!!! At this moment, also the ending of this writing…I want to say “Thank you” to someone. Maybe you don’t know who is he, hehe..it’s a secret..:) I think..he brought me the good luck. Here, in my writing, I wish you all the best, my dear…:P Ok…I have to end this writing in 1 minute because lunch is ready…delicious dumplings…my favorite..:) Well, I’ll work hard and then make my dream come true as I wished. COME ON!!!! :P 24 juillet BAD COLDSince Friday this week I caught a bad cold, I found myself in a sleepy position always. I guess…it must be caused by the medicine I took everyday. All the symptoms of bad cold appeared, cough, sore throat, runny nose…and a low fever. ahu…feel uncomfortable…just hope the fucking illness can run away as soon as possible. Recently the weather is always changing, suddenly cold and suddenly hot. Actually summer is not my favorite season, because I can’t bear the hot air with me…can’t breathe, and I was also much agitated by the hot weather. Really hope someone or something can make me cool down… In the early morning of Friday last week, I got a SMS from my former colleague. I felt so happy when I was reading his message, which is said that his wife just gave birth to a baby girl. WOW….Congratulations!!! His wife is very cute, so I guess his daughter must be a beautiful baby too. J Here, I give my best wishes to you, your wife and your lovely baby. We all feel happy for your sake!!! Another thing I have to mention here is…one of my best friends is going to the US for study next month. It is good news for sure, but she’ll have to leave her lover for a long time. When she mentioned this to me, I felt she is so upset with the future separation, even I can see tears in her eyes. As her friend, I understand her feeling because I know love is a special thing. I do hope they can stay together soon as they wish. Wish you all the best!!! Early this week, I told mom dad I’m going to another city outside Beijing for work. They were surprised with my thinking and started to worry about this, worry about that. The next day, I received a call from mom, she said they couldn’t sleep all night after hearing of my plan and also hope I can give it a serious consideration. As parents, they want me to stay with them closely and don’t go to a far place for work or living. The reason is very simple, that is “You are the only one daughter of mine”. Then I realized that sometimes I’m a little selfish. I’m ambitious with my future career, but I always get excited easily. This is my weakness. Maybe I need to be mature…this is the first lesson I should learn after graduation from the university. As my parents told me, society will be the best teacher. Now it’s already 23:45, I’m going to sleep. The medicine take effect again, better let it make me fall asleep soon. As I said before, it is the nice moment when I’m sleeping on bed. Good night dear all, have a nice sleep tonight and sweet dreams… 1 juillet No Title 想了半天今天要写的这篇文章应该起个什么题目，还是没想好，那就先往下写吧，也许写到最后就想出来了。。。
自从2007年开始到现在，也可以说到今天，已经过了整整半年的时间了，想想时间过的说快也快，说慢也慢，看怎么说了。。。香港回归都十年了，不知不觉十年的时间就这样过去了。。。平时上班从来不觉得时间过的快，可是晚上睡觉的时候，很快一睁眼就到早上起来了，其实一天一天就是这么过来的，我也是在这一天天中慢慢长大的。。。在过去的半年里，发生了不少事儿，有让人高.兴的，也有让人遗憾的，这些事情不光发生在我身上，也有发生在家人，同学，朋友，同事身上的这样或那样的事。。。前几天看见NANCY在她的QQ里写了一段话，最后结尾是: “人活着真是太不容易了！！！” 的确是这样，人活着就是很不容易，每天为生活奔波，还要保持好的心态，尽管如此，也许最终的结局是成功的人生，也许是失败的人生，只有这两种结果，但是谁又说的好自己会成功还是失败呢？也许成功和失败是相对而言的，没有绝对的成功，也没有绝对的失败。。。 晚上刚刚看完《爱情呼叫转移》这部电影，尤其对陈奕迅的那首“爱情转移”的主题歌情有独钟，现在我的手机彩铃和来电铃声设置都是这首歌，因为当我反复听这首歌的时候，都会让我浮躁的心情顿时变的平静许多。。。电影里的主人公有句台词说的好：“人生不是铅笔字，它擦不掉。。。”。 是的，回首每个人的人生路，都有一串脚印，有深有浅，有完整也有不完整，有清晰也有模糊，它记载着一个人在一生中发生的每一个故事。。。 最近有几个好朋友要出国了，在这里真心的祝福他（她）们一路顺风，国外的月亮不一定比中国的圆，但是希望你们在那边保重自己，学业有成，一切顺利！！！ 昨天夜里上网上到很晚，一个认识很久的巴基斯坦朋友告诉我他在中国过的很不愉快，来了两年多的时间，发现自己真的不适合在国外生活，想尽快回国。。。听到这些，我明白了为什么人们常说哪儿好都不如家好。当他跟我说到这儿的时候，我能感觉得到他的心情非常低落，但我又不知道怎么安慰他，只能劝他如果觉的这里不好就回去吧，他说也许年底之前就走了。可能我的这篇用中文写的文章他看不懂，但是还是希望他早日回国和家人团聚，过自己想要的快乐生活！Wish you all the best!!! 今天打开MSN，收到一条脱机留言，是一个澳大利亚朋友发给我的，他是一个NICE MAN，在一所大学当老师，在之前几个月我处于找工作的低靡期时，他一直鼓励我要耐心，学会适应和容忍，现在我们很少在网上碰见，但是他经常发邮件或用MSN留言的方式关注我在这边的一切，谢谢你MACHAEL ADAMS！除此之外，我还要感谢其他来自不同国家的朋友们，他们中有美国的Mr. Eric, 他总是用AMERICAN STYLE教我如何让生活变的更有趣，他把我唱的中国歌制作成CD，放在他的车里听，哈哈; 德国的Mr. Bertram用他自己的人生经历教我如何面对挫折和失败，同时还给我介绍了一本非常值得看的书，书名叫“ Today is my best day”；还有土耳其的Baris Darcan, very handsome , 呵呵。。。一个喜欢用笑话逗人开心的大男孩儿，每次视频都做一些奇怪的表情和动作，就看我在这边哈哈大乐了；另外要特别感谢一个新加坡的朋友，他总是把最时尚最好听的MP3歌曲和一些搞笑的VIDEO发到我的邮箱中给我解闷儿。。。虽然从空间上我们距离很远，虽然我们来自不同的国家，但是一想到有这么多好朋友陪伴，支持，鼓励着我，真的很快乐！！很开心！！ 对了，差点忘了说了，我最近认了个哥哥，北大毕业的高材生，崇拜呀！人很直爽，直性子，还是个“武林高手“，他说我的脾气秉性跟他很像，想认个这样的妹妹。。。呵呵。。那还不好，况且他小时候练过武术，以后没人敢惹我啦！！哈哈。。逗～～ 有了哥哥就得有弟弟呀，说他是弟弟，估计他也不爱听，呵呵。。虽然小我几岁，但是懂的事儿不比我少，社会阅历也比我丰富的多，他告诉了我一些我不知道的东西，我才发现如今的社会真是如狼似虎，林子大了什么鸟儿都有。不管怎样，还是那句老话，善有善报，恶有恶报。虽然这么说太绝对了点儿，但是“做人要厚道”一点也不假。
写到最后了，还是不知道给这篇文章起个什么名字好，那就叫“无题”吧，下次再写个有题的…Now let me end this writing in one sentence, that is…… “Let us look forward tomorrow and greet each day, no matter happiness and sadness, with a smile.”:P 11 juin 转运珠... 白天在床上躺着，困又睡不着，想起好久没有更新SPACE了，上网一看，嚯！都有半年多没写多西了，不知不觉过了半年的时间，还真没觉的，不过反过来一想可不是吗，生日过了都好几个月了，马上奔25的人了，还什么什么都不稳定呢，想想都觉的可笑，其实我很清楚之所以这样，自己占很大一部分原因，老是高不成低不就，毕业一年了，工作换了两个，但都不如意。第一个是真他妈的FUCK, 9个月的时间白白浪费掉了，眼看着时间唰唰的过，到头来什么都没学到，净干仗了！本来见着怂人就压不住火，还都他奶奶的让我碰到了，最后的结果就是忍不了！那就理直气壮的辞职吧！！！真想骂人啊！难道这就是我的2007年？从年初到现在，可谓是诸事不顺！！工作不顺利也就罢了，试着宽慰一下自己: 刚毕业的两三年内且迷茫呢，慢慢来！我知道我自己比较心急，总想做出来点什么给别人看，证明我行！！可的确是需要时间，我的工作又要从头开始了，但愿这次我能够放平心态，踏踏实实从基础做起，跳跃的生活不是不好，但我真的想平静平静了。一天到晚蹦蹦跳跳，在别人眼里看来是无忧无虑，其实那都是假象，只有自己最清楚自己想要什么．．．
除了工作以外，其他方面也是一塌糊涂！春节期间接到一个朋友的电话，仿佛一瞬间从楼顶摔到了楼底！原来我是那么的天真！差一点就把自己送到了狼窝！不管我听到的是真是假，总之我还是感谢老天爷对我的眷顾，让我提早知道了真相，否则后果真是不堪设想．．．放下电话，在床上黑着灯坐了半宿，那是从没有过的平静。从来都认为自己的判断力很准，但是这次我彻底输了！在这里我不想讲细节了，除了和一个朋友提起过，剩下的只有我自己反思了．．． 老爸老妈说我总觉得自己了不起，有时候太傲了．．．也许吧，应该说“就是”，这点我不否认，除此之外，我还很叛逆呢．．．呵呵．．．我也不知道我为什么大了会这样．．．什么都要争个错与对，谁也不能阻碍我，阻碍我的人就是我的BLOCK．．．可到头来再看，我可能真的伤到了那些为我好的人，但我自己没意识到，因为我一直都在一意孤行，听不进任何意见，我也想让自己“正常化”一点，可是做起来真的不容易，骨子里的东西的确很难改变．．．那就再试试吧。 无意间从抽屉里翻出了姐姐春节送我的“转运珠”， 那会儿听说这个东西很流行，戴在身上或许会带来好运。这个“转运珠”在我抽屉里放了很长时间了，现在我也准备把它戴在身上，希望我也能转转运，毕竟2007年刚过了半年，不是还有半年呢吗，我不期待会有奇迹出现，至少能让我对未来看到一点希望吧，哪怕只是那么一丁点儿．．．
3 décembre New Year Greetings from Faith
Today I come back to my space. No time to visit here recently because of this or that…many many reasons. My sister called me Friday this week and asked me why I didn’t refresh my space? This question reminds me that long time no writing on my space indeed, so I decide to write something today because it is already one year since I set up my space at the same time last year. Honestly speaking, usually I’m lazy to put new articles here as I always feel tired when I stay at home, both mental and bodily. Most of the time…I’m sleeping. Time passes quickly. Possibly I need to work hard at present, consider my personal problem after I make some achievements. Just like I write my signature on MSN, I don’t depend on anyone for living. In my friends’ eyes, I’m an optimistic person. For me, I also give myself good wishes. Firstly, wish me happy birthday in advance I don’t have more requests. Time will pass day by day, dream will come true step by step. I have patience and desire to see my bright future in the coming years!!!!!! 1 octobre Life is like this......Today is the National Day, the first day of my holiday. When I got up in the morning, looking out of the window…nothing I can see…... Mom and Dad asked me whether go to grandmother’s home or not…my answer was “ tomorrow is ok”…because today I just want to stay at home…pass time in my room…I feel tired….both mental and body, my chest pain starts again since yesterday, not only caused by busy work…also some other things happened in these days…have to say…when I face the reality in my life…when I make any decision…only dreaming is not enough……...I could design my future, and will try my best to make one as I wish…meanwhile…I have to sacrifice something valuable…that’s it. I ever asked my friend a question which seems stupid, “What’s the only one nice thing in the world?” After 6 hours…I got his answer…“love?”, I told him “no”…my answer is “sleeping…sleeping on the bed”…he was surprised, also wondered why my answer was like that…Now I explain…when you are sleeping on the bed, no need to think about anything, only dreaming…quiet…peaceful…nice moment indeed… Today is going to pass, tomorrow is coming…one year has 365 days…every day is different…full of ups and downs…happiness and sorrows…nothing we can do with life…only look forward the coming days… Life is like this…… 26 juin *BITE 2006* The 3rd Beijing International Tourism Expo (BITE) 2006 returned to the Beijing Exhibition Center from 22 - 24 June 2006. I attended this Expo as an exhibitor on behalf of our travel agency— At this exhibition, I have widen my eyes and learned some new things, also made a lot of friends from Pakistan, Philippine, Sri Lanka, Bangladesh, India, Cambodia, Mongolia and many other foreign countries. As a college student who just graduated from school, I need to learn many new things and enrich my experiences. Although there was only a short time of my entry to the society, the social life is not like the campus life, both of them are quite different. From now on, I’ll try my best to work hard and make some progresses as soon as possible. I believe that I can do the best!!!!!! 15 juin 大学毕业前的最后一次聚会 今天我们2006届的全体毕业生返校拍了毕业照， 我们全班同学在一起合影留念，每个人都有说有笑 中午我们全班在一个酒楼里吃了所谓的“散伙饭”， 吃过饭，我们全班同学又在HI FIVE “HIGH”了一下午， 在毕业之际，HOPE ALL OF MY CLASSMATES AND GOOD FRIENDS TO BE HAPPY AND LUCKY IN THE FUTURE！！！ I BLESS ALL OF YOU FOREVER！！！！！！ 3 juin 一切从零开始……
2006年6月2号是个特殊的日子，就在今天下午的13：55分，我结束了大学里的最后一门也是最重要的课程——论文答辩。 轮到我陈述了，被叫到名字进入答辩教室后，我把早已准备好的四份DEFENDING THESIS发给四个考官，然后便平静的走到讲台上开始了我的PRESENTATION。我尽量放慢语速，因为我怕如果说得太快万一突然卡壳儿会比较被动。考官们在我陈述的时候低头看我的DEFENDING THESIS，我在上面倒是轻松，站在那儿说一会儿便挪一个地方， 我不得不承认，论文答辩的结束意味着我已经走完了大学这条说长不长，说短不短的路。答辩完我没有马上离开，而是在走廊里转了一圈又一圈， 即将走上工作岗位的我，又要重新确定新的目标，一切又将再一次的从零开始。面对未来的路，我也曾设想过许多，它到底会是个什么样子，I DON’T KNOW！！！ 0，1，2，3，4，5，6，7……，看似漫长，但总会有出头之日的那一天！！！！！！
30 mai 写给刘爱服老师~~ 今天晚上又是9点多才到家 可能今天我写文章的语气有些严肃，不象平时说话那么不着调儿。可我真的希望能够通过我写的这篇文章向刘爱服老师表达我深深的敬意！！！ 周五就要论文答辩了，大家现在都搞的人心慌慌，恐怕在论文上出什么问题； 下午到了学校我先去党办交了我的转正申请（顺便在那儿赚了李雨燕和马飞翔的俩草莓吃， 我刚要回宿舍睡会儿觉，没想到爱服说让我帮她干点儿事，我看她都快忙的不行了，就留下来帮她改我们组几个人的revise了countless回的开题报告、任务书、申报表和论文的main body。 听完她告诉我的这些事，我决定就算耗的再晚我也要帮她把没做的事情做完！因为我看她真的很累，而我能帮她做的也只有这些了…… 于是我负责修改加打印，刘老师负责装订，我俩配合的很默契，很快就把每个人的整套论文资料整理出来了。不过抬头一看表，快八点了！我们把最后的工作收了尾后，就一起回家了。 爱服说我今天帮她干的至少能省她半天的时间，她还开玩笑让我们同组的其他两个女孩等论文答辩完请我们吃饭！呵呵……我和我们组另外一个女孩跟她逗，说前天党员大会有的人不选候选人，反而另外提名选她！ 我们俩一起走到十字路口才分手，互道再见后，她骑着车穿行在还算喧闹的马路中， 今天特地写这篇文章，以此来感谢这些日子以来她对我在论文方面的指导，I deeply appreciate Pro.Liu aifu for her help and extend my heartfelt respects to her!!!!!! 在这里，我忠心的祝愿她身体健康，家庭幸福，一切顺利！！！！！！如果真的有奇迹出现的话，也祝福她的妈妈能够早日康复！！！真诚祈祷…… I’M PROUD OF MEETING SUCH A GOOD TEACHER IN MY LIFE AND I’LL BLESS HER FOREVER!!!!!! 29 mai *-*学会感谢*-*
现在是5月29号凌晨3点钟， 前天中午看到一个好朋友在她的SPACE里写的一篇关于“感谢”的文章，看后觉得写得真的很好！ 要说感谢，我有一车人要感谢！ 看完这个片子，我想了许多，其实从我一出生伴随我的就是和父母的血缘关系和亲情，这是先天的！我没有理由用别的感情取代它！现在我23岁了，老爸和老妈养了我这么多年，给我吃，给我穿，替我把前进的每一步路铺好，恐怕我出什么差错。虽然这二十多年来我也经历了一些磨难和坎坷，不过大多数都是我自己“嘬”的！ 我现在有了一份自己的工作，老爸老妈暂时不用为我的“可能”待业担心了，前些日子还野心大大的我，总想找个挣大钱的工作。 在此，我首先感谢老爸老妈二十多年来的养育之恩，出于我的工作之便，我准备在短时间内把各个国家的海岛串成串儿， 上星期三，我的论文在经过N遍的REVISION后，终于通过了！ 我还有好多要感谢的人哪！不过现在已经早上4点半了，所以我还是决定先睡觉了。 I cordially appreciate all the people who ever gave me guidance, help, support and encouragement in my life!!!!!!! 7 mai 走“自己”的路 今天是“五一”长假的最后一天了， 姐们儿说我从找到工作到正式上班过渡的有点儿快，在她们的印象里好像我头一天告诉她们我找到工作了，第二天我就去上班了， 终于盼到放假了，假期的第一天全家在奶奶家聚会，好长时间没见面的老姐也是因为工作的原因情绪不太好，作为她的妹妹，都是一家人，真的希望她能够尽快调整好心态，不要太悲观，生活嘛……总会有这样的不如意或那样的不如意，在这里我也真心祝福她能够过的很好！ 接下来的两天，除了和同事姐姐一起去机场送了趟机，剩下的时间我几乎是在家里睡大觉，我真的很佩服我自己上午睡完下午睡，到了晚上沾了枕头还能着！可想而之，上了一星期的班的确把我累的不善！！！ 好在前天有了一个弥补损失的机会，和几个大学的好朋友一起吃了顿饭， 前天夜里加昨天的上午和下午足足在家给一个哥们儿翻译了五篇关于流体力学的资料，翻的我都快吐了！ 晚上和老妈上街逛了一圈，坐车的时候正好路过“鬼街”，那儿的生意真兴隆啊！遗憾的是我是吃完饭去的，况且也没太多时间驻留，如果可能的话我真想在那儿再加个餐！嘿嘿……我不怕细细说我能吃 今天哪儿也没去，家待着了，日子就是这样一天一天过去的，人在变，事儿在变，一切一切都在变，只是希望这些都能够向好的方向变！ 16 avril 我累了……
今天一起床发现半边腮帮子肿了， 说到星期四的面试，至今我都从没想过一天里的6个小时都在面试，说真的，那天在坐车回家的路上， 走出皇家的大门，已经5点半了， 晚上坐在电脑前 我真的很累，不管干什么都觉的累，对什么都没有热情，无所谓了，我就是这样，或许过一阵儿就好了吧，没关系的…… 19 mars Coffee is bitter, but……nice！ 下午去崇文门取资格证，可到了那儿却是大门紧锁，没人办公！！妈的！！ 左转右转，一个人在大街上逛悠，挺爽的！ 点了两杯“摩卡”， 聊了一会儿，朋友要去接他的Daddy和Mummy了，叫来WAITRESS，一结帐……58元！ 现在我还没有困的意思， 12 mars 昨天，今天，明天~~ 昨天，终于结束了论文开题答辩，这两个星期我总是在不停的改！改！改！
 不过……还好，内容和结构上没什么大问题了，就是题目有点大，虽然答辩的时候其他老师都是这个意见，只有“see?”说我的论文写的没有意义，不管怎么说，就这样了！不过他还是对我的论文提出了一些要注意侧重点方面的想法，扯平了……！  晚上，和朋友约好一起吃饭，没想到礼拜五堵车堵的那么厉害，等他开车到学校，我都快饿的不行了，因为中午就没吃饭！
 幸好我们在车上聊的挺欢，让我暂时忘了“饿”；不过他说头一天给同事过生日又喝高了，眼睛有点累，一路上问我最多的一句话就是“我刚才没撞着人吧？……”   终于，在7点钟左右我们开到了一个他认为能落脚吃饭的地儿，那个饭馆叫“丁是丁，卯是卯”，甭管是“丁”是“卯”，先开搓吧！因为是家料理店，什么都论“斤”卖！开始我们还发愁吃不了，等到揭锅的时候才发现……可能还得再要！ 边吃边聊，时间过的真快，9点左右，我们吃完饭先去公主坟取了点东西，然后他开车送我回家，晚上开车兜风感觉真的不错！路上没什么车，灯光也不是那么耀眼，完全没有了白天的喧嚣，所有的一切只属于夜晚……
  和老朋友见面，聊的很尽兴，我们之间的谈话还像从前一样，没有顾忌，不用想什么该说什么不该说，甚至带点"dirty words",不过一点都不累，反而觉的还没聊够，我真的很喜欢这种状态……
 今天早晨爬起来，突然想买个打印机了，于是赶紧发短信给小傻，没想到这小子11点多才起床！我俩商量好下午一起去中关村……
 丢人的是，我在去的路上找不到能到中关村的车站了，几个站台之间跑了N趟还是没看到332的影子，为了不让小傻等着急，我“狠心”不用月票，坐了空调车直奔“海龙大厦”，不过还是晚了，让小傻在风口吹了半天，也赖我，早没告诉她去报亭里躲躲…… 买打印机的过程更有趣儿，在“鼎好”和“海龙”辗转了two times，最后还是回到第一家店买了个“顶好”的“EPSON”打印机，在小傻的“强攻”下，终于从老板手里抢来了一个“奶牛套”，真棒！！！
 回家一试，挺好使，高兴…… 明天……干什么呢？还是改改论文吧，回头给爱服看看，昨天特意叮嘱我星期一找她，那就按老规矩吧……希望一次成功！  19 février “非常”行动 今天中午起床，电视里正播着老爸每天中午12：30必看的“特别关注”，这会儿老妈把饭也做好了，我们一家三口便坐在餐桌上一边吃饭一边看电视…… 节目播到一半的时候，电视里出现了两个可爱的双胞胎的画面，主持人说这两个男孩儿只有三岁，不幸的是兄弟二人双双患上了白血病，为了给两个孩子治病，孩子的父母四处借钱，家里已经是债台高筑，孩子的父亲在接受记者采访的时候说，当他听到活蹦乱跳的儿子患了白血病的消息时，顿时一口气没上来，竟吐了血！！！ 播完这条新闻，主持人在节目中说为了帮助白血病患儿治病，特地在北京电视台设立了一个捐款站，号召广大市民为那些因为没钱而看不起病的孩子捐款，奉献自己的一片爱心， 也许真的是出于同情那俩个患白血病的双胞胎，也许被他们的父母在困难面前永不言弃的精神所感染，我决定去捐款！！！老爸老妈也是全力支持！！！于是，吃完午饭，喘了口气儿我就出门了，借着地理优势，坐了两站车就到了北京电视台，按照节目中所说的，我很快就找到了捐款地点。在门口，我看到有保险公司的车，几个穿着校服的中学生，一对中年夫妇……大家都是看了电视节目在第一时间赶到这里来的。进了大厅，我看到正对门口不远处摆着一个红色的捐款箱，“特别关注”的主持人曹一楠和赵彬彬正在现场组织捐款，我前面的那个人捐完500元钱后，正准备离开，就听主持人对他说：“谢谢您，请你签个字！” 那个男的却说：“这个还用留姓名啊？”主持人告诉他最后要做个统计，只要签上姓名和钱数就可以了。当时我就想：好人就是多啊！做了好事不留名，精神可贵啊！！！ 走出电视台的大门，心情格外的好，真的有一种成就感……上次学校组织为东南亚海哮捐款我没赶上，这回终于可以换一种方式实现了许久以来心里的一个小小愿望； 今天下午的天气分外的好，阳光是那么的明媚， 14 février Today is the Valentine's Day~~ 今天是情人节，记的一个结了婚的老朋友曾经告诉过我：“情人节不是情人的节日，是有情人的节日……。”
当时从字面上对他这句看似十分具有总结性的话以为是明白了，其实现在看来，我还是不太懂，因为No try, No awards...,可以说，这个节对我来说没有什么特别的意义… 前两天跟老妈开玩笑说：“等明年春节的时候给你带个男朋友回来吧！” 老妈听了挺高兴：“好啊！” 虽然这么说，我和老妈都心知肚明，许了愿不代表能实现，找一个并不困难，关键在于我是否能坚持，习惯了一个人走路的我，不知道多一双脚会更累还是会更轻松……
 我和大晴儿聊天的时候也谈到过，看看周围的美眉们都在打单儿，可能在别人眼里，我们都是有个性的ladies,
 把感情这种事看作是身外之物，是绝不会花太多时间在这上面的，可其实呢？真的是这样的吗? Honestly, to somebody, perhaps YES...but to the most, the answer is absolutely NO!!! TODAY IS THE VALENTINE'S DAY, NO BF, NO CHOCOLATE,NO FLOWERS......BUT WISH ALL THE LOVERS SHALL BE WELL !!!
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Summer turned to winter just in a few months.
Everything is changing and changing and changing during the short time also.
23 is not a young age. I’m very clear about what I should do or what I shouldn’t do…look for a nice man…get married then and have a baby girl or baby boy a few years later. What a perfect life it is!...
but hard to come true for me. Mum and Dad always say I’m not mature. They are right. Most of the time, I’m naïve indeed. 
I live my life with good expectations only, but no careful considerations for any possible difficulty and problem which will happen in front of me. 
I learned this when Mum got serious disease in 2002.
Dad and I did everything we need. We didn’t ask for help from anyone else. I’m proud of my parents. 
After that, I learned two new words in my life, “I CAN”!!! 
I believeI have the ability to make a good life by myself in the future. Even it will take some time, but I can wait. Time can test anything.
Yes..I always show them my happiness and laugh though I feel upset of something in my deep heart. Here I give my thanks to all my best friends again
…Nancy, Bernice, Tina, Eleanor, Camilla, Missy and some of my closed male friends. They always show me care and strong support when I meet difficulties and problems. I can’t live without you all. The New Year is coming, wish everything of you goes well and make new achievements on both work and love!!!
..hehe…it’s coming this month. I’ll be 24. Just like the signature wrote by Tina on her MSN, “I’ll learn to grow up by myself”. Secondly, I’ll look for an ideal job in the coming year. I can’t waste the time any more…cherish every minute, every second…save time to do everything important in my life and make more progresses. 
China Ocean International Travel Service
Some of those people are the government officials, minister for tourism, manager of travel agencies or hotels, etc.
What is more, I received some nice gifts
from them. Especially, Mr. Salah ud Din from Pakistan gave me two big wonderful pictures of this great nation, 
Mr. Md Alauddin from Bangladesh sent me a hardback brochure of this beautiful country, 
besides, I also accepted a toy car 
and some special local products of Philippine 
from Mr. Padi and Mr. Allan A. Santos. Here, I express my gratitude to all of them. 
Through our talks, I got to know more about the culture and civilization of those Asian countries. I hope we could keep in touch 
and have cooperation in the near future under our mutual efforts. 
I’ll cherish those precious gifts and treasure the friendship between China and those wonderful nations.
“我们”——旅游学院有史以来的独一无二精华班的所有同学也在我们即将离开的校园里留下了我们永久而美好的记忆……
，虽然我们的脸上没有显露出任何离别伤感的影子，但是我们的心里很明白，也许过了今天，大家就要各奔东西；也许过了今天，我们不能再常相见；也许过了今天……尽管有太多个也许，也不能割断我们每个人之间那份任何事物都替代不了的深厚感情，因为“朋友一生一起走”！！！
每个人都用喝酒
的方式互道祝福，同样也是缅怀几年来我们之间的那份最珍贵的友谊。虽然大家喝的都有点多，走道都有点晃，但是为了尽兴，这是我们唯一能够发泄情感的方式了
大家一起唱歌，一起跳舞，把今天难得的聚会推向了高潮！！！
在短短的十五分钟里，我为自己的毕业论文做了最精彩的一次
……虽然这个简单的动作看似平常，但是对我来说却是最大的鼓励！我答应她我保证不紧张，的确我也不紧张，因为昨天我已经对我的
而不是始终保持一个姿势戳在那儿像块木头。陈述到一半的时候，我的主考官就叫了停，她说我的
从心里讲我之所以这样做只是希望时间能在此刻定格，能再多给我一些时间拥有和享受即将逝去的大学生活……
，不过不是因为加班，而是在学校弄了整整一下午的论文，一直到晚上
虽然我现在眼睛看东西有点模糊，那是因为盯了半天的电脑
，眼睛的确很累；再加上半拉身子也跟着酸疼，可想而之，溜溜儿在电脑前较着劲坐了
不疼才怪！！！不过我要说的不是这些，今天我要好好写写我的论文老师——刘爱服老师！！！就在办公室呆的这短短的一个下午的时间里，我才真正体会到当老师的不容易，然而要想当一个学生喜欢的好老师更是不容易！！！可偏偏刘爱服老师就做到了！！！但是没有人知道她为此付出了许多，许多……
我想都没想过，只要能够踏踏实实的拿到毕业证书就最
然后拿着我昨天夜里赶出来的
因为这样她可以节省很大一部分时间去琢磨
这的确是个不小的工程，什么标点符号啦，间距啦，对齐没对齐啦，多个“了”少个“了”的什么的都得从新检查一遍并且做相应的修改。好在办公室没别人，我们俩一边干活一边聊天，她问我她的眼睛还肿吗？我当时没明白，以为昨天夜里她又熬夜了，就说：“还有点肿”。过了一会，她搬个椅子坐我旁边突然跟我说：“我妈都快不行了！”，说着说着就掉眼泪了……说心里话，在我的印象里，象刘老师这样既能吃苦又很能干的人是不会轻易这样的，况且是在自己的学生面前，更不会这样。我当时真的不知道该怎么安慰她，我知道说什么“您别着急，您别伤心”的话都是扯淡！只能转身从书包里拿出餐巾纸给她擦眼泪……我让她抽空回家看看，别最后留下什么遗憾。她说学校的事情太多，走不开，现在只能顾这头儿，而家里那边的事暂时顾不上了。她还说家里人都催她回去，现在正准备给她的妈妈打强心针就是为了坚持等到她回去能再看上一眼。算了，……我有点控制不住了，
她还说了其他一些话，我不想再往下写了，因为我不知道该怎么形容我的心情…我觉的她真的是很敬业，她说她这些天因为家里的事心情特别不好，还有一大堆的工作等着她去做……看的出来她现在在努力顶着，因为我心中的刘爱服老师就是这样一个人！！！！！！
看着她的背影，我想她一定很疲惫了，但为了学生，她也得要这个强！！！这就是我们的刘爱服老师！！！
不过还是想上来写点东西，写写自己这些日子来的心境。
我这个人从小就不爱看书，因此在我的文章里不会看到那些漂亮、具有装饰性的词语，更何况我也懒得去想那些词儿，所以我还是用我简单易懂的大白话儿继续完成我今后的写作，
当然，这也算是我的
姐姐和弟弟无法接受这个事实，但又不得不依靠自己继续生活。过了不久，不幸再一次降临到这个家庭，弟弟患上了白血病，病情非常严重，他唯一的愿望就是在离开这个世界前再看一眼自己的父亲，因为他太想念他了。
不久以后，这个孩子离开了人世，至今他的父亲都不曾知道他的儿子患了重病，更不知道他的儿子已经永远离他而去了。。。。。。
谁也赖不着！我属于那种越不知道怎么回事就越想知道怎么回事的人，所以往往撞了南墙才回头。我这么做倒也没断了自己的路，只不过在有的事情上付出的代价有点大，
需要时间来弥补。幸好我还算命好，自己又慢慢地把损失给着拨回来了，就是当初让老爸和老妈着了一通急。长这么大，我唯独对我做的这件事觉得实在是挺没脸的！
后来想来想去，再经老爸老妈的一番开导，我终于想通了，鉴于自己“屁”都不会，
还是先踏踏实实的从基础做起吧！来日方长嘛，我想只要我努力，总有出人头地的那一天！我最喜欢的四个字就是“厚积薄发”，
现在是积累经验阶段，还是实际点儿好，我对自己有信心！
在我的想象中，海岛是最惬意也是最享受的地方，享受其中无非是件再乐不过的事！
在这儿，我特别要感谢爱服，不算格式，她对我的论文已经认真修改过
，我就是很能吃！我曾经的战绩——早点吃了一个鸡蛋
只好一个人去西单溜达溜达了……到了图书大厦，本想先找老姐玩会儿，进了门才想起来老姐去海南玩了，还没回来呢！
头一次喝那么苦的咖啡，第一次没加奶也没加糖！不过真的很
昏暗的灯光，我特别注意了一下旁边的人，有的在谈生意，有的在聊天，就是声音稍大了一点，与咖啡屋里应有的宁静有点不搭调……朋友说过些日子去另外一个朋友工作的|
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